Look likes a few hours left before we say goodbye to the year 2019 and with a great welcome to the year 2020. When the time I see the number year of 2020, I feel unbelievable that the year 2020 is coming. Meanwhile, I'm a child in the past – I always imagine like this world has a flying car in the year 2020… it's okay. I was still grateful that I still alive and enjoy my life with lovely people surrounding me. 

Even though it's almost 3 years 3 months my mom lost her lovely husband and I lost my lovely father, but we still feeling tough without him in our life. In some situations, I feel the time is moving slowly but when on the last day of 2019, I feel the time is moving faster too. Time-to-time I have learned new things and at the same time, it's healing my heart too. 

In January 2019, I have two wonderful events; which are the Happy 7th Blog Anniversary and also my birthday month. I would like to say thank you for who are always support me until today. I'm appreciating it so much. I don't know how to describe it in the words. It does the third year I was celebrating my birthday without my father. I also get a special birthday prize from my mom, which is the birthday holiday with my mom in Seoul, Korea. I was sharing my birthday holiday in Seoul, Korea in my blog, from February until March 2019. 

In April 2019, I kept sharing the new K-Beauty products that I have been trying before this and I do the honest review based on my personal experience. I also share about the book that I have been finished reading it. 

On May 2019, I shared about my moods. At those moments, I was feeling annoyed, and furious because of the 'psycho guy' that always gives me a hard time in the office. Sometimes, my work's stress is not hard rather than I have to face him every day, I wish he will be gone from my life. Then, as always I was sharing my beauty and book reviews too. 

In June 2019, I just finished unpacking my luggage after back from Seoul, Korea on last January 2019. Then, I have been share with the Modern Hanbok that I bought at Insadong. I did not think that I will have my Hanbok. It's really expensive for me but it's so beautiful too. I love it so much. Not to forget, I do share about the beauty and book reviews in June until July 2019.

In August 2019, I feel that I need the Reset Day or know as the short vacation. I do feel tired of working all day. It's time for me to take rest for a while. Then, I was planning to go short vacation to Genting Highland, Pahang with my mom and sister. We're enjoying this short trip and also release from our stress of working. I do happy to share what's stationery I do love to buy while I'm traveling to Seoul, Korea. I never miss spending my money on just some of the cute stationery in Seoul, Korea. Last year, my favorite Fujifilm camera X-T10 is not functioned well because of cold weather, what's I mean the temperature just around 10ºC to 15ºC at Sydney and Melbourne, Australia. Then, I try to fix it with updating the firmware even it does not promise the problem will be solved. I just hope the evening will be fine, because I do bring this camera along my trip to Western Europe in November until December 2019 with my mom and sister.

In September 2019, I join the event of Aldo Malaysia at KLCC with my mom and we're do enjoy and fun at that moment. I kept sharing the new K-Beauty products that I have been trying before this and I do the honest review based on my personal experience. I also share about the book that I have been finished reading it. 

In October 2019, I kept sharing the new K-Beauty products that I have been trying before this and I do the honest review based on my personal experience. I also share about the book that I have been finished reading it. Another one more thing, I do share about my latest update about my progress of study buck Korean language after a few months. It's tough because I'm studying by myself and me also hard to find the extra time to study the Korean language but I try my best to do it.

In November 2019, I sharing about the Lifestyle of Self-Care that I have been practice lately to improve the quality of my life to be a better person. I also share my personal story of Journal – Alhamdulillah, which I have been grateful for in my life. 

In December 2019, I was taking 3 weeks to break from blogging because I have been a holiday with my mom and sister to the destinations that I have dreamed about that since I'm a child. Now, my dream trip has come true. I have been travel to Western Europe, like England (London), France (Paris), Belgium (Brussels), Netherlands (Amsterdam), Germany (Frankfurt), and Switzerland (Zurich + Mt. Titles). I will update these travel dairies in early January 2020. Then, I kept sharing the new K-Beauty products that I have been trying before this and I do the honest review based on my personal experience. I also share about the book that I have been finished reading it.

There are some stories throughout the year 2019. Some of it is wonderful memories and some of it is painful memories to me but I know my life's stories do not stop yet. I still have a lot of things to do on my bucking list. Although this, I hope the future will be bright and more positive vibes in the year 2020. I also would like to wish "Happy New Year" to all of you and always be happy and positive. 

Another Innisfree product that I was bought along my holiday to Seoul, Korea; which is Innisfree Jeju Camellia Body Oil (200ml) with the price is KRW 16,000 (RM 60.96). I noticed this product not available in Malaysia Innisfree Stores. 

The Innisfree Jeju Camellia Body Oil is the deep hydrating body oil formulated with camellia oil from the pure Jeju Island to instantly replenish your rough and dry skin with radiance. The botanical Jeju camellia oil, sunflower oil, and macadamia integrifolia seed oil deliver nutrition to the skin and form a natural moisture shield for smooth body skin. It forms a natural moisture shield on the skin to moisturize the inner skin and make the outer skin look smooth and soft. It is also a non-sticky, gently-applied thick oil that delivers deep nutrition to the skin for a smooth, and radiant body. 

The story is about Camellia containing Jeju's mysterious energy. The camellia produces red blossoms from the snow even during the severe midwinter season – with its gorgeous color and fragrance, the admirable and beautiful camellia endures the intense cold to burst into a flower. A traditional ingredient to beautify the skin – for centuries, camellia has been used by Korean women to take care of their hair and skin thanks to its superior moisturizing effect. 

After taking a shower, I apply while skin is semi-wet. Apply 3~4 times with an appropriate amount onto palms and gently smooth as you massage onto the entire body. After thoroughly applying, gently pat to finish. The scent is nice with camellia scents. Normally, I use this kind of body oil while I traveling to the cold season countries; like spring, autumn and winter season. It is better than a regular body oil. It blends easily, moisturizes well, and non-sticky. So far, I like it. I would like to give 4.2 stars out of 5 stars for this product. 

I bought this Winnie The Pooh, 곰돌이 푸, 행복한 일은 매일 있어 (Korean Version) while I'm traveling to Seoul, Korea on last January 2019. I notice this book is the best seller in the bookstores. Then it takes my intention to buy it. I'm a big fan of Disney's cartoon charter since I'm a child so it makes me want to have in as my Korean books collection. I bought this book with the price is KRW 8,400 (RM 31.20). 

"푸, 행복이 뭐라고 생각해?"

그 시절의 우리가 묻고 곰돌이 푸가 답하다.

"Pooh, what do you think happiness is?"

We ask at that time and Winnie the Pooh answers.

This book is a Walt Disney's masterpiece anime "Winnie the Pooh" illustration collection. The words of happiness are from the world's most famous bear, Winnie the Pooh. The animation Winnie the Pooh is based on a fairy tale named Winnie the Pooh by A.A Milne.

Born in Walt Disney's studio in 1977, he has shared happiness with children around the world for 92 years after reinterpreted in several versions, "Bear Winner the Pooh". It is also a memory friend that anyone in Korea can love while growing up watching the Disney cartoon garden from the 1990s to the early 2000s. Now, when the children of those days became adults, they are once again talked about as a pronoun about the life of Winnie the Pooh. At first glance, there is a simple bear's rule about the way of life that looks simple and clumsy.

This book, Winnie the Pooh, Happy Days on Every Day, in the words of the German philosopher Nietzsche who said, "My life is determined in my way". Here are some tips that may be helpful to us today. Speaking of Pooh's mouth of the bear, and Nietzsche helps. Happiness is still far away, and I'm gradually blurring memories of who I am and what I've been happy with. Today, when it comes to finding "happy", it's a long way to go. If you open this book, Pooh smiled relaxed, "Don't worry too much. Everything will be fine." It looks little but with a lovely image that coloring our hearts with happiness in childhood. I would like to give 4.9 stars out of 5 stars to this book. 

The reason I write this topic because I'm want to share something wonderful that was happening to me this year and I'm happy with it, even I'm struggling to achieve it. I put some mission on myself to complete it within 1 year but I take almost 2 years to complete it; which is I'm want to pay the balance of total amount my study loan and also I want to travel to Europe. 

In June 2011, I was success finish my study in Bachelor in Accounting (within 5 years of study accounting) and on that day, I'm official have the debt of my study loan with the draft amount is RM 63,000. Yes, a big amount for a fresh graduate like me. But lucky, I'm entitled to get exempted from my study loan (based on the final CGPA) with the draft amount is RM 22,000. I have to pay the balance of my study loan is around RM 41,000, which starts in November 2011. It's still a big amount to me but I'm quite fast getting a job, right after I finish my final exam in my final year in June 2011. So I try to pay my study loan based on the schedule they give to me; which is starting from the small amount until its increase every 2 years. On the schedule of my study loan, I will finish paid the entire amount on May 2022. 

But I'm feeling a burden about that because of everything I want in my life, I have to cut off and think wisely. I do well to manage my finances in every inch. I wish that I can paid-off my study loan early than the scheduled date. Start in 2018, I keep saving for my study loan and I get to manage to save with the draft amount is RM 16,000. I'm the success to pay the entire amount of my study loan in October 2019. It is just early 1 year 7 months from the schedule. I'm feeling grateful and happy about it. Not to be surprised, I also get to manage some savings for my trip to Europe at the end of November 2019 too.

Yes, finally my dream trip has come true. The day I post this topic is early 1 day of my trip to Europe. Just before 1 day I'll departure to London, England. I'm excited to explore some parts of Europe within 2 weeks in the winter season. The countries I will be visiting are England (London), France (Paris), Belgium (Brussels), Netherlands (Amsterdam), Germany (Frankfurt), and Switzerland (Zurich). I also will be updating my blog post about this trip started in January 2020. I hope I can update these travel diaries of Europe trip as soon as possible. 

Before I forget the bonus part, I also bought the new Samsung S10 phone to my mom, since my mom's old phone (Samsung S4 – the gift from my late dad) not working well now. It is the gift to my mom since she not join her company trip to Beijing, China on 16 October 2019 until 19 October 2019 and at the same time, she getting preparation for the Europe trip, start on 28 November 2019. Maybe it's time; I should gift something special to my mom. 

At this point, I feel grateful that I successful to manage my finances for some of my big mission in the year 2019. It is hard but I can taste the sweet by the end of my life. Yeah, I'm free from the debt, except the utility bills but rather than that, I'm free from any debts. Now, I can start saving from myself and maybe the next part of expenses when I am getting married. I just hope that I can meet my soulmate soon and also getting marries soon. 

Another product of Some By Mi, I would like to try Some By Mi Truecica Mineral 100 Calming Suncream SPF50+ PA+++ (50ml). I bought this product through the HERMO website with the discount price is RM 50.40 from the normal price is RM 63.00. When I saw it has a great deal so why not I buy it to try. 

The Some By Mi Truecica Mineral 100 Calming Suncream SPF50+ PA+++ is made up of 85% moisturizing essence, this suncream offers a board SPF50+ PA++++ spectrum for protection while soothing and reinforcing the skin's barrier with 10,000ppm of patented Truecica. The cream also aids in reducing wrinkles and brightening the complexion. 

The benefits of this suncream are a tri-functional product: UV Blocking + Whitening + Wrinkles Improvement; with UV Blocking index SPF50+ PA++++ to block out both UVA/UVB; its non-nano factors will not absorb by skin easily while provides 100% of physical UV blocking; with 85% of moisture essence, its lotion-like texture gives no white cast finish; with 10,000ppm of Truecica™ for skin soothing, protection and skin barrier reinforcing; and no use of artificial fragrance, colourants and 20 harmful ingredients.

Just like another suncream, it's to use. At the last step of skincare, apply a proper amount (2ml a time is suggested) on the face evenly. It does also apply a proper amount on the neck, legs, and arms or other body parts that are easily exposed under UV rays. This suncream does calm and protects my face. 

Since I have combination to oily skin type, I was careful to choose the suncream for daily routine. This suncream formula is light, not thick or sticky, and gets absorbed fast and easily by the skin, and leaving a nice matte finish. It also gives hydrates, and finish look without a white cast or sticky feel. It's also great if you have sensitive or problem skin. I would like to give 4.6 stars out of 5 stars for this product. I will repurchase this product in the future.